i can feel my organs and it's gotten so bad i can't eat anymore without wanting to die. both eating and not eating are forms of self harm now i don't know what to do. i'm afraid of being yelled at to eat something.
i've told them most of what's going on and they still think it's just the picky eating part of this , but it's gone past that i can't eat because i have a body and i can feel it i'm afraid of food and its smell. i'm scared of IV drips because they feel worse