Just putting things together

Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who feels this way, like I'm some kind of freak of nature. The first time I heard about this was when one of my kids at work had this disorder and I like to know about the issues that my kids have so that I know how to work with them.

When I was looking it up many of the symptoms that popped up were similar to when I was a kid and now. I talked about it with my mom and she told me that the hardest thing was when I was little and I would throw major fits because my clothes didn't feel right or my socks were messed up or my shoes didn't feel/fit right on my feet. Most days I would go barefoot because I refused to wear shoes.

Another thing was from when I would remember up until I was about 10 or so I would walk on my toes all the time, no matter where I was I would do that. I am now 22 and these are just a few of the things I can think of as a kid but going through this checklist I realized that I may have a sensory disorder because I can checked over half of these.

My problem is that I don't think I can change it. It's hard to change the way you feel towards certain things and how you react and simply being able to control those feelings. To be honest I wouldn't know where to start. Any solutions?