I think i have this im 20

by Jacob
(New York)

My mom and my sister always said there was something wrong with me when I was very little. I met this woman with two missionarys from my church to teach her. Her son had this very bad and watching him was more and more reminding me of myself when I was real little, just more severe and some things were different.

I use to do this crazy little breathing thing that started to be really annoying in 6th grade i would have to blow air out of my nose and clench my throat then breathe in over and over again until I got it just right. I wouldn't let anybody touch me when I was little. Super fearful of the dentist.

I went on a roller coast when I was little (i was extremely scared to go on) and felt like someone took a sledge hammer to my brain after wards. Then I got into drugs when i was 15 and they didn't affect me like everyone else they messed with me so bad. I use to talk a lot and now do again since quitting and justing the church (www.mormon.org) But on weed or LSD i would not be able to talk, i was the observer. I was big into biteing i just loved the feeling when i was little. Then i took lsd one time and i remember I had such a strong animal like urge to bite again (it messes with your senses).. I would always be very powerfull and bold when i was little with fighting people and wrestleing and stuff (3 and up+) Going down the escalator was very scary.

Most of the things on the following checklist I could check. Any advice? banshek7@gmail.com Thanks. I have a lot of advice in return. Like brain training. (wearing earplugs and doing things, wearing an eyepatch and reading a book) stuff like that. Thanks


Hypersensitivity To Touch (Tactile Defensiveness)
1. Sensory Seeking Behaviors:
Hyposensitivity To Sounds (Under-Registers):

Hypersensitivity To Smells (Over-Responsive):

1. Hypersensitivity To Visual Input (Over-Responsiveness)


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